What a Beautiful Days

Saturday night fever

I want to think about things. I want to read and to “chew” my new books, my brains are full with ideas and I need my hand to write something but here I am end up on the bed. Got a high fever. My eyes. Sure as if those had cried for hundreds time. It always happens to the retinas in a situation like this. The other parts that I hate are nightmare and insomniac and My consciousness is about 40% now. I just remember this;- I know I don’t know you but I want you so bad.. part of a song that remind me, I was so naïve sometimes, I was so naïve while I was younger, perhaps it’s  what they called as chasing the wind…got to go before fall a sleep. Fever, this time you win.

Wednesday… still fever

I thought I am getting well, but why these fevers still “visit” me. I stoped to take the medicine since the insomniac within these days but still I couldn’t sleep well… and nightmare. Sigh, likely I have to visit the doctor tonight. The good things; –  I could come to the office and thinking!…

at least until now…

*grin*

 

 


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