योग

Be careful, this post will be very narcissism. It’s all about me. If you feel you will waste your time, please stop now!  :)

My name is Yoga in Sanskrit योग . The root is yuj, it is derivative from Sanskrit that means “to unite” or “to control” or “to yoke”. But I never asked my parents why they named me with this word. Name is not important for me anymore in this virtual world. I don’t care whether you think I am a male or a female (mostly you will think I am a male before you read about me page). I never thought “Yoga” is masculine name until some people get wrong about that, as if I ever called to take the medical test at the same time and in the same place with the men while I took my drive license :) Anyway…I am still looking for the meaning of my life on Earth. Did I take a part to unite something in this world as if the meaning of Yoga? I didn’t know. Did I control something in this world? Perhaps yeah… bit in my job.

My job… it is a common job. I do project planning, I have responsibilities to conduct feasibility study, search a site sometimes, and develop a business plan which is gives our stakeholders a description about this project. I have to travel sometimes, walk around just to see the situation. Meet new people and talk to them. It is a pleasure for me but probably not for you. Perhaps you’ll get bore soon :) This job is one way to relax for me, how come? Because I can travel around, see something new, and learn many things. It is a passion to live my life these days. It is not a big deal for me to go to everywhere as long as my parent allows me. How about husband? I am still single, so? Chinese said cincai lah :D

Traveling is one of my hobbies others are reading, painting, watching movies, doing exercise such as Yoga, swimming etc and I just know that now I enjoy cooking. Gosh I have lot of desires but I don’t have much time. I have to sacrifice my reading time to do Yoga, I have to provide a special time to cook – and I prefer to do it on Saturday afternoon. My plants have to be patient to wait for my hands because I have to finish a nice movie, so do the turtles. I have to struggle with my time, I have to control it otherwise I don’t have time for sleeping.

Back to the first paragraph, I am serious about looking for my mission on Earth. The meaning of my life, because I feel I was not doing anything yet to the world, to the people. I am busy with the battle inside my self. I just think about my self. I need something real and I am still thinking about that. Guys, I feel restless…..

Hi! I am success to waste your time to read this narcissism :D


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