I can’t sleep…

I can not sleep this night.. It’s not because my body doesn’t want it.  It because I have a lot of to do. I enjoy this and I consider the effect tomorrow.. I avoid caffeine to keep me awake, I only accept warm water to support my body.. Why? because I don’t want to be coffee addict.. I drank it this afternoon, because suddenly I want a cup cappuccino at the moment, it just a little shot…that’s all… 

I found another reality, yesterday I drank a cup coffee, it was finely ground Excelso classic coffee, black coffee, very tasteful…, then two days ago I had Nescafe three in one, then three days ago I had Indocafe with creamer… Then I realize everyday I have a cup of coffee now… Since I am “under the gun” … and on a meeting couple months after, my COO said, “ You are the busiest lady next year since you have about thirty projects plan, and you are working alone by your self until you find someone to help.. oh pardon me I am wrong, you will be working with three people, Yoga, you, and yourself…” everybody laughed hear that, then he continues, “ugh then you will need much caffeine.” Sure.. Certainly I will try Excelso House Blend tomorrow that I got when I visit Franchise & License Expo Indonesia in Jakarta last Sunday, and perhaps “Kopi Tubruk” for the other day..

2.52 a.m …

Speaking about coffee, actually I am worry being caffeine addict like 13 years ago… it was Dark Age for me. I always make sure that I have minimal a cup a day… If I got cold it become worst, because I have to combine my medicine with a glass of coffee otherwise the medicine didn’t work effectively… For me the combination is really refreshing my brain… Until by a reason (I keep the reason for me) I decide to quiet the habit in 1995. Just want to stop and I ended my experiences with caffeine until 2004… when I consider to enjoy an evening with a cup of cappuccino.. Then I quiet again until this year… After long leave then come back, my body really being affected… please imagine it, I have a cup at 2 p.m., then I can’t sleep until 3 a.m…. fortunately it didn’t really affect to my stomach…

3.08 a.m…

I am not really clean during the caffeine leave period.. Cause I still ate chocolate, drink hot chocolate, and tea addict.. they contain caffeine also right? Becoming tea addict,  I have many kind of tea. It began when my friend back from abroad, she gave me green tea, jasmine tea, English breakfast tea, chamomile tea, and infusions… then I have “The Poci”, and many other… just to satisfy my addiction…Now… give me a cup of tea without sugar please… my mind wants it instead of a cup of coffee tonight…

3.14 a.m

working mode activation again…